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[Jan. 29th, 2006|12:48 am] |
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Okay. I got this from Kassie, who got this from Jessie, who got it from somewhere.
The 10 things that I would say in real life if I had to:
1) I love you. Sometimes I love you more than I think that you love me, and it's not fair to either or us. It just makes me wonder if things would be different if we went back in time. But, we can't. And I know that letting you go would be the hardest thing in my life that I would have to do, and I'm not going to do it no matter what I have to do to keep you.
2) Back off, bitch. Don't ever call again.
3) You're one of my best friends and I love you. But you have to realize that I'm not going to judge you no matter what you chose to do in your life. I will be here, through thick and thin, no matter what.
4) You're far to conceited and far to judgemental. You just need to lay off of judging people and don't put yourself on a fucking pedastool.
5) No matter what, it's my life. What you did, isn't what I'm going to do. Having advice sometimes is nice, but getting upset when I don't take it, isn't really worth it.
6)Please, don't grow up to fast. As much as I want to keep you little, I know you can't be my baby forever.
7)Oh. God. Yeah. Oh. Just like that. MMM.
8)Where have you been all my life? You're one of the greatest friends that I could ever have, and I thank you for that. No amount of pizza and ice cream could ever top it.
9)I really don't mind your driving sometimes. And I love you, no matter how much I pick on you.
10)Sometimes you can get a little out of hand and sometimes you can go on for hours and it's really aggrivating. But you're one of my favorite people in the world, and I'll try to be your extra mind whenever you need it. |
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[Jan. 22nd, 2006|01:37 am] |
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Wow. A lot has happened since I've last updated. Let me see....I've had a baby! My son Brian was born on July 28. He's my pride and joy. Sometimes, I think he's the only thing that keeps me going sometimes. It's funny how life deals your cards. Two years ago, I would have never pictured me being where I am right now. I mean, I'm happy...most of the time. Things just seem to go up and down with Billy. We're doing great now...in fact, we're doing the best we've ever been right now. But why is something still seem off? I don't ask him to change. I've never asked him to change. But he continues to do the one thing that makes me the most upset. And he does it every day. And he knows that it upsets me. I mean, I could just be a little crazy here. He promises me that nothing is going on with her. He promises me that they are just friends. ...Just being friends doesn't mean that they should talk the way they do. Some days I feel that he chooses her over me. Some days I feel that he wishes that he was still with her. Why can't I just feel that for once, he only wants to be with me? He promised me. He vowed to me. And I still feel like this...
In other news: Brian...and BRITTANY ALFORD? WTF? Did I miss something here? |
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[Mar. 17th, 2005|02:19 pm] |
Hey guys! Boy, has it been a while.
As for the new news, IT'S A BOY!
Call me sometime, I stay at home now. |
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[Sep. 15th, 2004|07:24 pm] |
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It seems I have disappeared from everything and everyone. I think about you guys all the time--it's just the wondering if you ever think about me or miss me...I'm sorry for disappearing and I miss you guys tremendously. I don't know what else to do or say. |
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[Sep. 1st, 2004|08:24 pm] |
Hey guys. Sorry it's been so long. I've been dealing with a lot of stuff lately and just haven't had extra time between working and making sure Billy works.
How cool is it to be Assistant Manager at Payless? I can't tell you exactly right now, but give me a month or so and I'll let you know? Okay? Ron got fired. Sexual Harassment on 4 counts, mainly on me. I don't really feel like typing out exactly what happened, but if you care to know, I'll tell ya.
My grandfather had surgery again, about 2 weeks ago to fix a leak in his stint on his aorta. He's doing good now, but they don't know how long the stint is going to last. It's just kinda scary to think about not having him here in a year or so. Not having him around to doodle on my ear.
...yeah. So I think I'm going to go eat some ice cream now. I still love you guys! |
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[Jul. 20th, 2004|11:43 pm] |
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I think we all need to talk. |
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[Jul. 12th, 2004|02:29 pm] |
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Wow. It's been a long time since I've written in this thing. But, it's all good. I haven't had much time to do anything actually, between working, sleeping, and being with Billy, I've just been so busy. Sorry you guys if I haven't been around much! But! It's been almost 48 hours since I've seen him! Go me! |
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[Jun. 17th, 2004|01:41 am] |
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I don't exactly know what I'm feeling right now. There's so many emotions running through me and I can't straighten them all out. Today, was like, a perfect day..minus the fact that Rachel and Lauren aren't here. I wish they were. Then it really would have been perfect. We will have to relive it when the two of you get back. Minues the damn Brian situation...which, I really don't want to talk about. Yeah. I think I'm going home now. |
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[Jun. 16th, 2004|01:18 am] |
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So, I've had my livejournal for...drumroll please...one full day!! Hip-hip hurray!! And, I haven't given it a proper entry yet. So, here we go. Ladies and gentlemen, may I present to you, the thoughts that run through this head.
Oh my god, that was totally gay. It was, I really know. Anyway, the thought. I think...I know that I'm in love with Billy. There. It's public now. Not that you guys already didn't know, but I do. And it's the most awesome feeling in the world. I'm so happy right now. I don't think I've ever been this happy. Moving back to Florida when I did was definately the right thing to do.
Now. Kassie and Jessie...WHERE ARE YOU GUYS?!?!?!?!?!??! --Probably in bed asleep, unlike me. Teehee. Call my cell phone tomorrow...I'll probably be at my grandma's. Muahs! |
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[Jun. 14th, 2004|05:21 pm] |
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This is my first entry in livejournal. Jessie is already obsessed with my account. Teehee. |
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